Sarah's methotrexate level was 0.07, so she was able to go home on Friday. She was excited to go home. She still has a cough that is probably due to a cold. We are planning on leaving for Utah after lunch on Saturday. We are stopping at my Uncle Russ's in the tri-cities area. The girls love to stop and see Uncle Russ and Aunt Judy.
Friday night, I had a touching experience that I wanted to share. Gus has been crying pretty hard going to sleep. I went into his room to try and calm him down. He cried just as hard when I was trying to comfort him. After a few minutes of just holding him, he started to calm down and let me lay him down in my arms. I then was able to put him to sleep holding him. I don't think I have ever been able to do that. I was given some inspiration that this is a lot like the Savior and us. How often does the Lord just want to hold us and give us comfort, but we resist and fight. Finally, when we submit to his will, we get an overwhelming sense of peace and love. It was a touching experience for me.
We are grateful for all those who have prayed and supported us during this time. We have felt a great love from many people. We are constantly supported by those who care and love us. Thank you very much.
Thanks for sharing your experience between you and Gus. I have similarly been feeling that towards my son when he has some out-of-control tantrums. Sometimes I just want to walk away and ignore him, but then I think about myself and what I may be feeling when I'm emotionally out-of-control. I may resist outloud, "GO AWAY! Leave me alone!" but when it comes down to it, I just really want someone to hold me and love me no matter what. And, when I put this into context with my own parenting, it helps me stay calm, and just hold him until he is calm.
ReplyDeleteWe are heading out to Utah in a few days too! Safe travels to you!!!